i have to blame my self--i am selfish

i watched eclipse movie yesterday...
i felt so much fun and happy with my bestpal..
must say that eclipse was so amazing , is the coolest part of that saga !
i love it much
jasper whitlock hale is my favorite character for eclipse , without his favor im not pretty sure bella and the gangs will safe from victoria's pack.

okay , actually i wasnt felt that way too much
i insisted , my mind told that i had to watch it soon .
but i didnt know the real situation.
i was so heavy , heavy in my own mind..
i decided something without considering the consequence first
oh gash ! i am so dumb til today
i wanna say sorry ...
the decision i took, i never thought it before
my bestpal , you deserve to blame me...
you deserve to said "okay, you are so dumb"
i never feel numb anymore
i will feel glad
i will feel satisfied
dont worry about my feeling
im gonna be alright
as this cancer gone away
take all of my plan
so that's time when im gone
i hope , when im gone
i will leave good things
so God , will see my sacrifices
after all of this time..



it all begins with a choice
and i didnt choose the right choice